landlocked in bodies that don't keep

Woke up feeling heavy…what do I know about anything?

Mon, 09 Nov 2009 14:20:29 -0500

Woke up feeling heavy…what do I know about anything?

Most Recent Life Lesson: You cannot, cannot, cannot make people care for you.

Mon, 09 Nov 2009 12:57:59 -0500

I want to rewind. I want to touch your hair. I want to be alone....

Sat, 07 Nov 2009 23:03:34 -0500

I want to rewind. I want to touch your hair. I want to be alone. I want the truth. I want you to lie to me. I want out. I want in. I want to be smitten. I want to be hurt.I want to smile. I want everything. I want you. I want nothing. I want to start over.

Say something honest?

Sat, 07 Nov 2009 10:20:00 -0500

Say something honest?

don’t play with your food!

Fri, 06 Nov 2009 20:15:43 -0500

don’t play with your food!

Gluten Free, Dairy Free, Vanilla Chai CUUUPPPCAAAKKKESSS!

Fri, 06 Nov 2009 17:23:23 -0500

Gluten Free, Dairy Free, Vanilla Chai CUUUPPPCAAAKKKESSS!

“Find your place on the planet. Dig in, and take...

Thu, 05 Nov 2009 12:30:16 -0500

“Find your place on the planet. Dig in, and take responsibility from there.” - Gary Snyder

Starch & Carbohydrates - Rosa (this song makes me think...

Thu, 05 Nov 2009 12:09:00 -0500

Starch & Carbohydrates - Rosa

(this song makes me think about pizza, and spending too much money on rice flour, and how gluten intolerance is a cruel cruel joke)

Sometimes, I get the feeling that a number of people in my life only speak to me out of some place...

Thu, 05 Nov 2009 02:31:30 -0500

Sometimes, I get the feeling that a number of people in my life only speak to me out of some place of guilt or obligation, or maybe a combination of both. Conversations become interviews, and I feel sad and sick to my stomach the whole time. Whatever helps you sleep at night. Whatever keeps me from feeling entirely rejected. Whatever lies we have to tell to feel like better people. Feelings get hurt, but we don’t hurt them. Hello. How have you been? I’m glad to hear it (no I’m not). Well. I’m glad we stayed friends (are we?) Yeah. You too. Be well. Bye. Glad I could help. Just as long as you don’t feel bad about it. I’ve done my job.

"Im bad at jokes"

Thu, 05 Nov 2009 01:59:37 -0500

“Im bad at jokes”

- Joelle. (via tumblrtumblrtumble)

yeah that’s how we felt about it too…

Wed, 04 Nov 2009 22:10:13 -0500

yeah that’s how we felt about it too…

November’s Unanswered Questions - Sinaloa So tell me how...

Wed, 04 Nov 2009 13:36:24 -0500

November’s Unanswered Questions - Sinaloa

So tell me how these people could do this (she said), explain to me what you can’t simply explain to yourself?

We’re Not In This Together - Punch

Tue, 03 Nov 2009 17:42:56 -0500

We’re Not In This Together - Punch

Maybe if I stay busy…Maybe if I smile when I don’t...

Tue, 03 Nov 2009 16:57:05 -0500

Maybe if I stay busy…Maybe if I smile when I don’t want to…Maybe if I turn the volume up louder…Maybe if I get out of the house…Maybe if I write about it…Maybe if I sleep…Maybe if I go for a run…Maybe if I take a hot shower…Maybe if I call my mom…Maybe if I make a tasty dinner…Maybe if I cuddle the dog…Maybe if I go for a long drive…Maybe if I watch a movie…Maybe if I play music…Maybe if I spend more time with friends…Maybe if I pretend it’s not there…Maybe, Maybe, Maybe.

“If there is nothing, then, but silence, is it not...

Tue, 03 Nov 2009 09:23:40 -0500

“If there is nothing, then, but silence, is it not presumptuous of me to speak? And yet: if there had been anything more than silence, would I have felt the need to speak in the first place? My choices are limited.”- Paul Auster, The Invention of Solitude

My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2009-11-1)

Mon, 02 Nov 2009 16:02:14 -0500

My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2009-11-1):

Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz

at the end of the day, if you can still smile … things...

Mon, 02 Nov 2009 01:40:08 -0500

at the end of the day, if you can still smile … things will be just fine.

I stand by the fact that honesty is the best policy, even when...

Mon, 02 Nov 2009 01:02:49 -0500

I stand by the fact that honesty is the best policy, even when it’s hard. I feel ok about this. Life is alright. It’s not perfect. But it’s not unbearable either. There are worse things than feeling uncertain. There are worse things than being friends. There are worse things than unknowns…

you're a nice girl but...

Sun, 01 Nov 2009 12:58:00 -0500

no, fuck you, fuck all of you. No but. I deserve more than this.

dreaming of a place across the sea and bare bulbs.

Fri, 30 Oct 2009 22:00:27 -0400

dreaming of a place across the sea and bare bulbs.